Friday, July 25, 2008

uly 25 '08

kanina, inde ko napancn na nakatulog na ako sa balikat nea.... sobrang narelax ako... inde kasi maxadong mganda pakiramdame ko kanina eh, buong araw masakit ulo at katawan ko... mejo hirap din ako huminga... tapos sabe sa clinic ang baba daw ng BP ko... 90/60, malay ko ba kung anu ibig sabihin nun... basata lam ko pagod na ako... aun...

ung ninang ng shobe ko epal... panigurado ipagkakalat nun na nakita nea kami sa bus na naghaharutan... and she'll make a huge fuss over it... w/c i hate the most about people!!! tae cla.... hmmm.... the day wasn't so good pero masaya ako nung nihatid nea ako... kasi prang alang kayang manakit sakin pag kasama ko xa. prang ang safe safe ko pag nakabalunbun ako sa kanya.... tapos kanina ang cute cute nea tignan pag nikukulit nea ako... tapos ang sarap pakinggan ng tawa nea.... hehehehe... mejo nababaliw na ata ako eh.....

tae talaga ang tax... susme, alang nakapasa kahit isa... napakahirap naman kasi eh... anyways, babawi ako next time...

kanina din habang nagtravel kame.. naikwento ko sa kanya ung mga paranormal gifts ko... aun kala ko prang mabobore xa.. pero grabe... nakakagulat dahil sobrang concerned xa about sakin... grabe talaga.... prang sobra xang nagaalala... aun... wala lang nakakatuwa lang sobra... lalo na nung nakangiti lang xa habang nilalandi nea ako... hehehehe.....

Saturday, July 12, 2008

blue as red

here i sit
pondering about the things i did
thinking about my heart
and my beliefs

my heart defied my beliefs
my heart overcame me
my heart is happy but amor is not
i am hereby crappy though i know that i'm not

i don't know how to make it end
i don't know why i did it
crap!what has become of me??
i don't know who i am anymore

i forgot everything i said before
i cannot say it once more
as soon as it rains i'll die
alone in this noble heart of mine

no one has been that good
i thought about it when i sin
but then again i cried
sliver as i wound my self

i don't know more to say
i lost amor already
her heart ate her alive
she can't anymore breathe.