hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

- here i go again.. nasaktan ko nanaman xa..

wala talaga akong kadala dala.. wala akong pinakakalakhan.. lage ko na lang xang cnasaktan, pinaiiyak dahil sa mga kagagahan ko.. tae.. cguro nagsisisi xa na ako ung naging gf nea.. nakakahiya.. naiinis ako sa sarili ko.. prang tanga talaga ako.. kung pwede ko lang ibalik ung oras.. sana pla inde ko na xa inabala.. tutal ako lang naman ung nagsabe na maging kame eh.. dapat pla inde ko un cnabi, pra inde ko na xa nasaktan, nangako pa naman ako na inde ko xa sasaktan tapos ganito ung ginagawa ko??napakawalang kwenta ko talagang gf, i caused him too much pain na, i think it'll be better if i'd let him go.. cguro he's not the one for me, maxado kaxe akong mapanakit eh.. inde ko kaxe maalis sa sistema ko ung pagiging brutal ko ng walang kadahidahilan, hmmm.... nung nalaman ko na nasaktan ko xa.. sobrang nasaktan ako, prang dinudurog ung puso ko.. tae, kaya nga ba ayaw kong magmahal eh, hmm... hanngang d2 nlang... aun... i don't want to hurt him anymore, kelangan ko na xang ilet go.. i have to fix myself, to fix my heart..